Darn those book reviewers!
Norman Mailer recounted the times he would near the end of writing a novel and feel the presence of all those book reviewers on the other side of the hill.
Nothing like sitting at your writing desk in anticipation of book reviewers that will soon be breathing down your neck.
My sense is Franz Kafka had exactly this feeling when he wrote his brief tale The Vulture. Maybe even Franz had a dream about a particularly harsh book reviewer where even his gentleman friend Max Brod couldn't be of help. Sorry, Franz!
THE VULTURE
A Vulture was hacking at my feet. It had already torn my boots and stockings to shreds, now it was hacking at the feet themselves. Again and again it struck at them, then circled several times restlessly around me, then returned to continue its work. A gentleman passed by, looked on for a while, then asked me why I suffered the vulture.
"I'm helpless," I said. "When it came and began to attack me, I of course tried to drive it away, even to strangle it, but these animals are very strong, it was about to spring at my face, but I preferred to sacrifice my feet. Now they are almost torn to bits." "Fancy letting yourself be tortured like this!" said the gentleman. "One shot and that's the end of the vulture." "Really?" I said. "And would you do that?" "With pleasure," said the gentleman, "I've only got to go home and get my gun. Could you wait another half-hour?" "I'm not sure about that," said I, and stood for a moment rigid with pain. Then I said: "Do try it in any case, please." "Very well," said the gentleman, "I'll be as quick as I can." During this conversation the vulture had been calmly listening, letting its eye rove between me and the gentleman. Now I realized that it had understood everything; it took wing, leaned far back to gain impetus, and then, like a javelin thrower, thrust its beak through my mouth, deep into me. Falling back, I was relieved to feel him drowning irretrievably in my blood, which was filling every depth, flooding every shore.
Franz Kafka, 1883-1924
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